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What I feel today

It is hard when things in life has been taken from you,
and you have to start a new. The hardest part is starting over.
I try to hold on. I say hold on to what the things I enjoy are gone, or
I am unable to do anymore, but it is fun to watch others enjoy them.
I hurt deep down for life is not always fair. When the lord says time is 
about up you have to find another alternative thing to do. I find furthering
my education, and brooding my mind why I have no clue.  I guess the last to 
go is the mind so at least I can at least try do something with it.  It hurts when people
around make false accusations, just to make them feel good, at another persons expesnes
which is sad.  I have not given up on life, not as yet may be feeling a bit sorry for myself, but we
are all in title to it from time to time.  It just hurts that life is short. 

The Battle of Light and Darkness

The darkness tries to take us away knowing
the light at the same time God is their too help 
fight and defend the light from the darkness.
The Lord does not want us in the light, but at the
same time he knows what he wants from us.
The Lord will let us know when it is time to go 
into the light. 

Looking Through my eyes

Looking through my eyes I see 
what the Lord had created for us
From the green of grass to the blue 
skies.  
The Lord gave us the world to see
The blind are unable to see this for they
can only imagine.  The depth can't hear
the music that would surround them, but
can see.  We take things for granted, for
what they can not.

Viscious Circle

You feel part of the time you are on 
a straight and narrow path.  Just to find 
yourself on a obstacle course of Life.
Which the path you find out has taken 
you all over again.

Life is a Mystery

It can lead you to the road of happiness
or the road of sorrow.  
It can be what you make of it.
Life is happiness and most of all trust
you have the when you have the Lord 
in your heart.

Hearing the Sounds of Music Playing

When there is music it is in your heart.
You dance to the beat.
It is a everywhere including in your soul.
Feel the beat in you heart, in the
cities, the wind blowing through the trees.
In the buzzing of the bees, and the flapping 
of wings on a bird. The clinking of wine glasses
The sound of the ocean washing up along the 
sandy beaches.
The sound of the waves crashing against the rocks
You Hear it, and Feel it.  Go with the motions for
it is in your heart.
IT BRINGS YOU TOGETHER.

Touchy Love

Love is touchy you can feel in control
at times.  Other times out  you walk a 
fine line to balance it out.  It is a test of 
faith to know where you heart and mind is.
 

In Despair

When the soul separates from you,
the devil takes over you lose your 
will to live so you live in despair.
Trying to find yourself with the 
Lord is a process of starting over
from the beginning. 

Changes

Life is full of changes
you got to change yourself
before others will except the
changes within you.
Love your self as the Lord
loves you.
Believe in yourself before others 
can believe in you.
Be confident in what you are after
Except the down falls as a lesson
in life, for you got to pick up and 
move on.
Enjoy the changes that you have 
accomplished for you will be greatly
rewarded.  ENJOY LIFE!!!!

What we are Striving For

Everything is always so far out of reach. 
We all strive just to get what we work for.
Repairing the damage that had been done,
we can only pray for brighter future.
You get the feeling everthing is out of reach
You strive for your goals in making the right
decision within yourself.

Lonely World of Depression

For those of you who knows depression is a lonely world.
Life is harsh when depressed it takes on different forms.
It is an adventure through trial and error.  Alot of times we are
miss understood.  It affects, family, relationships, in more way
than one.  We write out our thoughts and say our peace.
Harsh words our said and by then the damage is done.  
We are in our own little world and our pets are our best friends.